If I were asleep right now, you'd be all I dream I'd feel your warmth through the covers, so it seems But right now, as you sit in the passenger seat Of my parked car, I can't help but feel deceit Emanate from your gaze, your smile, your laugh How can you look me in the eye and say, "It's all in the past?" True, I know you're not perfect, but nobody is And I've no intention of being a perfect kid But listen to me when I tell you that my love for you is hopeless Hopelessly enduring, endeavoring, embracing Whatever painful realizations I might be facing Whatever derailment I'll have to follow through Whatever ******* mistake I may or may not do I just wanted you to know you are my hopeless everything Even as you close the passenger door behind you And tune out my words with some Broken Social Scene As you throw a stone through my car window And as the glass pierces my elbow As you elude me in a fit of tears That I know I've brought out of you, my dear As I drive away in silence Consoling myself through musical compliance Now, as I lie here in bed, I can't help but crave you I combat your warmth with the rush of a drug My second white girl, my first being you And as I stare at the ceiling, I see the glow-in-the-dark stars That you and I placed, calling the ceiling light Mars I find that I miss you, darling, I miss you so much But how can you miss something that you could never touch? A someone who never really loved you much A someone who exists only in dreams Well, I don't know...I'm frightened it seems To wake up from this and return to my loneliness