My seven brothers keep secrets And they trust that I won't tell And I didn't Until now
My brother keeps a lighter in his bag He's very asthmatic and also doesn't smoke He says it's a metaphor It's one less lighter that does it's job, and instead does a better job He believes that I wouldn't tell anyone And I didn't Until now
My brother thought of killing himself once He's nice and everything seems alright He says it's ironic I want people to see how my happiness isn't real. And it's sad that I'm already too good at it for them to notice. He believes that wouldn't tell anyone And I didn't Until now
My brother wears rubber bands on his wrists He looked cool to me but it weirded me out He says it's an alternative The burn of me flicking bands on my wrist lessens my yearning for it to be cut open He believes that wouldn't tell anyone And I didn't Until now
My brother likes boys, but he still likes girls all the same I thought it weird at first but it's who he is so I accepted him He says it's Love I fall for who I fall for, is it my fault if they think it wrong? He believes that wouldn't tell anyone And I didn't Until now
My brother thinks he isn't good enough for anything good I try to tell him otherwise because I love him He says it's nothing I've grown up thinking I'll always get what I deserve. So that's what I expect till now. He believes that wouldn't tell anyone And I didn't Until now
My brother wants to leave our house I try to tell him I'll miss me but he said he misses himself He says he's already left I'm already missing. You see my shadow and my face, but I'm already gone. He believes that wouldn't tell anyone And I didn't Until now
My brother wants to be noticed but shy away from attention He doesn't glow in the dark as much as he emits darkness in the light He says is ironic I crave attention for the right I do but gains it by the wrongs I've done He believes that wouldn't tell anyone And I didn't Until now
My brothers may have plenty secrets But I have one too
And mine is that i never had brothers But all that I've said were true
June 18, 2016 This poem was a release for me, it was an outlet of heart. It's my way of showing my real self, it's my souls art