As I lay down in
Bed I wonder about
Life is it perfect
Or not
Life can be
Special as time's
And hurtful at times
I dream of a better
Tomorrow for happiness
But happiness won't come
My heart is saddened
By a striking pain
Comes knocking
At me from a far
My pain will last forever
Until I
Truly die
I kiss your face
Brother for one
Last time
And whisper into
Your ear
I love forever
My beautiful
Big brother.