Jan 2017
When you're name lights up my phone
I answer as quick as I can,
Even though you want nothing to do with me.
Clearly
You chose him after all.
I find myself wanting to scream at you.
Shout at you, hurt you.
I want to say
I HATE YOU!!
But everytime it's just,
I love you.
But not anymore,
Now I fight to stop myself screaming.
WHAT THE **** WAS I TO YOU?
Do you wanna know something?
You don't get to be a ******* memory
I answer as quick as I can,
Even though you want nothing to do with me.
Clearly
You chose him after all.
I find myself wanting to scream at you.
Shout at you, hurt you.
I want to say
I HATE YOU!!
But everytime it's just,
I love you.
But not anymore,
Now I fight to stop myself screaming.
WHAT THE **** WAS I TO YOU?
Do you wanna know something?
You don't get to be a ******* memory
Hey, this was written up to the "I love you" part and then well I realised that I was stupid and she was toxic so I edited it. It is inspired by an actual human (I know I have some level of social interaction :p) and also by the beginning of the really long intro to Green Day's jesus of suburbia video. Have fun peoples and be safe
(20/M/Portsmouth)
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