i grew
there has been a split in phases
my bones have capped
i understand how my body changes
my hippocampus fluctuated in size in correlation with depression's hand in mine and my hair no longer grows blonde like yours did
my cells have divided and died to the extent that nothing you had in you is in me anymore.
i know it wasn't my fault anymore than it was yours
and that nothing of mine was touched like you were
your cells died
*i grew