I'm done
with being hopeless.

I am done
with feeling defeated.

it is easy
to wallow in pity

but it is right
to stand back up.

I might never
belong
but my heart
will always
belong to you.

you help me be strong
when my knees feel weak,
you show me light
when I can only focus on the shadows.

you are my soft song
above the deafening silence.

you are my sunlight
my summer breeze
my giddy hope for life
and my Bluebird of Peace.

amid all the chaos
you ground me again,
and keep me from drifting off
into oblivion.

you've shown me
that I am better
as me.
and through out small actions,
and little bits of subconscious love,
you've shown me that
I can be a better me
if only I trust in you.

and trust in you I will continue to do.