You should have killed me with our last kiss You did worse things with those lips Helen off beauty alone send an armada to war But you alone could turn back those ships They say the pen is mighter than the sword But I need more for the devils in my Ink They say love is in the eye of the beholder I guess that's why's it's gone in a blink
I'm worried about in the evil in half my blood From the man I share a name with Drive towards brown liquor like mud These genetics come with shame as a language I've seen the face of the beast
It'll take what makes me,me What makes live worth living It's hunger knows no ending And my body will start giving It will swallow me whole Starts with a taste Take my mind,heart ,and soul I will forget your face And it always starts slow Nothingness will take your place Like my father before me and his before him To everything I love it will give chase And it's devours at a whim Nothing will be safe Send to the wind I know it will take me and hold me I must travel this road and I know what's beyond the bend Not knowing yourself or your own life,the things that should be your only Please no, just not today Please no,any other way To those I care this is my last will and testament I will always love you,even if I can't remember it
My family's history of alcohol abuse and dementia has been on my back recently .