the maroons and reds of your youth echoed in my heart creating a fire the aorta couldn't fathom i watched you from greenhouses where flowers unveiled their beauty when you touched- i can still see your eyes, dark, so dark whereβd they go? why canβt i see the moon anymore? me drinking cotton candy bullets as if you engraved my name in the single metal alloy where is my name on your journals, i thought you said you loved me?