Feeling like you don’t belong in your own body Knowing you cannot change One is dark and one tries to be a cheerful gaudy It is a journey that is always, every day strange Feeling like you live by the word alone Knowing you can't keep your own company Danger is the risk you breathe But it will always be hard to know and see The real you, so many emotions seep Feeling like you could break down from even a sound Knowing you may be crazy insane Your heart knows exactly how to react But living is the most draining Feeling like you could possibly make it till tomorrow Knowing that it may be selfish Not caring who sees or hears your begging But all you can do is look to your scars All you can do is wish