My depression isn't how movies portray it. it isn't like one day the perfect boy will waltz into my life and I'd be okay. I wish it were that simple.
But you see, this depression of mine has planted it's roots so deep into my body and soul, I can feel it pumping through my veins.
Every moment of mine is laced with the dreaded feeling that I really don't want to be here.
My friends say I should be thankful to God that I'm alive but death seems more peaceful option.