i don't know why i write so much mediocre words jumbled together in a desperate need for expression i suppose sometimes i wish you'd sit down and read my spirit right out of me and maybe i'd finally feel heard, seen *this is a cleansing my scars and soft spots bared to you i curl in on myself as the world blinks innocently this is a cleansing
i dunno i get really hurt when i trust someone by directly showing them my writing and they don't understand how i'm exposing myself to them and they don't care or read anything with any thought