It feels like being pushed into the same hole over and over
Yesterday left the way today did.
It fell away in subtle grey and now all I know is before.
Before when things weren't yesterday
I could sleep and the sun wouldn't bother me
When things weren't today the way it is
I could find a piece of plastic in a mountain of gold and be convinced.
Today is just like yesterday and it's nothing like tomorrow
But for a while tomorrow lives until yesterday rings through
And the grey turns to sunlight like diamonds of coal
And you yearn for yesterday when grey was a color
And the meaning of today becomes skewed by yesterday
Because yesterday was lightstorms and daggers and ice
But yesterday was something that you felt was just right.
And today feels like then it's just overly now
That tinge of grey singe sitting over your brow.
Yesterday was something that I can not explain
Yesterday is not what I want to remain But I'm not the same But I'm not the same But I'm not the same but im not the same I'm not same I'm not same Not same Not same Not same Not same