I feel like I am being ripped open from the inside as my throat fills with fire from the sobs I am choking back. My eyes feel like damns about to burst because the flood gates were never build to contain this many tears. My head won't stop pounding as my thoughts ricochet around in my brain, leaving me with an ache in my skull that never seems to leave. My arms that once wrapped around you for comfort now lay limp at my sides lost without a cause. My legs that once ran up your stairs to see you, I now have to drag through the front door. But what hurts the most is the fact that I should be feeling all this pain but instead all I am left with is a void of emptiness that seems to be absorbing everything. And you can fix a broken heart and you can find someone to wipe away your tears but how, may I ask, am I supposed to fix this?
- *I'm still waiting for an answer