I waved good bye to the darkness today Pushed it deep in my closet, and went out in the sun to play But I was to get a terrible shock For when I turned the corner, there it was again
It patted me patronizingly on the head Like a bully of an older sister might do It took my hand and said "Come now, enough with the light"
But I didn't want to go back where I'd been before So I bit and struggled and tried to fight
From in the house, my mom yells "Let's work on that essay now" And the battle must be pushed deep down
Silently I drag light and darkness along with me, fingers of them intertwined in my hands, I carry them until my arms fall off and my soul falls out, stare at the soul in front of me, poke it curiously, and see it sparkle with equal parts sun and shadow
And realize that I spoke too soon For darkness and light Are sewn in my soul
As it turns out Good bye was a lie
Dear darkness, I'd be lying if I said I missed you.
Slowly I'm accepting the darkness, and I think it will be easier once I do, And maybe then I can stop writing poems that are only about myself and where my head is at and write something nice and inspirational for everyone else