I act like I don't notice you
the way you smile at him
the friend you have*
I act as if I don't see the way
you sometimes sing
or the way you walk by me
I even ignore the way
you sometimes stand close to me
as if you might have noticed me
My heart tells me that you care
or have notice me
My head knows better than to
let those unrealistic dreams of mine
*get out of hand
truth of the matter is
you're too good for me
My mind is a war machine
and it's been fighting for a
very long time
It won't release me
so it surely won't release you
You need,
You want,
You breathe,
for someone stable
and that someone isn't me
so go away
and let my heart break
cause I know the truth
of this stupid crush
you'll leave me in a day
without a single goodbye
and leave a note saying
that you're so sorry
It's a sorry I'll crumple
up and scream
for it's that sorry I was waiting for
I know you don't know me
and it will stay that way
you're meant to be happy
and I'm meant to
die
but that's just fine
for what the use of life
if you could never have happiness
I know you hurt, too
and those bags under your
eyes have grown bigger
but the happiness in your
heart shall never be
tainted from this love of mine