... mother I've been wanting to die, I've tried. i cant live with the fact that inside my mind there's no brightness left to shine. I'm fine? I lie because you've never seemed to care, that's fair you've dealt with more than I've had. you're sad I get it, but I still feel this way. okay?
idk my mom likes to yell at me saying that she's had to deal with more than I've had and that I shouldn't be feeling stressed out or depressed when she has it worse. its not my fault that I feel this way and she should know since she's studying psychology