all the specious thoughts forever with a bit of doubt
questioning the right
was I wrong
I suspect not
but surety is a conspicuous thing
almost vanity
all I can do now is go on
living
like I was correct
and question the questioning
and get along
little doggy
get a pair
and say **** it all
make good for what i did wrong or apologize
and from now on do my best
and love myself
help another worthless feeling
*******  
make the best of their self
or perhaps
spend my money
getting high
no