rainy fall nights turn to cold winter mornings so fast if you blink you might miss it just as quickly the mornings turn to cool spring afternoons cool evenings turn into warm summer mornings sometimes it feels like my summer morning will never come every night is a rainy fall night and every morning is so cold i know what people are thinking carry an umbrella, it's so hard to remember an umbrella when the rain is everywhere the water keeps surrounding me and i don't know how to swim i used to think that it was always raining, but the drizzle that i used to encounter from time to time would be so much better than the flood i experience every day i wish i go back to my old self and tell her that things will get worse before they get better the drizzle will turn into a flood it will keep you up all night some days will be clear not a cloud in your mind these days will be your good days and somehow your mind will convince you that you are getting better but the next day the flood will return the sun used to out weigh the flood treasure the sunny days because they will be gone before you know it