It's time for a tale of my school's counseling system And how it effects the students within So to all of the counselors who ask "why don't they come to us?": Here are the stories we take to the bus
First of all, it happens that you're never in And without you there, how will they talking begin? We get that you're also the hall monitors But the way things are, you won't even let us be heard
And honestly, don't even get me started On the stories students had once they departed
I had a friend, C, who's a bisexual girl And, of course, that yields problems in this world In middle school she dated another girl In the "oh my gosh, we're holding hands" sense of the word And one day, when it became all too much C told her counselor about the dating and such A day later, C and her bae were called in And, I should note here, bae's parents saw the rainbow as sin Turns out the counselor had told both their parents That their girls were dating, despite the problems apparent After that C never saw bae again And that is how counselors treated my friend
My bestie, S, had many problems at home She would avoid being stabbed by running outside into the snow So one day she went to talk mental health But her counselor gave her something else When S, a philosophical joker, mused the meaning of life The counselor told her it wasn't worth the strife The woman told her that she had not place on this earth And general statements that were all rather dearth And S thought as she walked out an away "What if somebody suicidal walked in today? At least that's not any kind of issue for me." And that's how our counselors treated my bestie
The final anecdote is a bit personal: I'm the girl who did this, after all Things had been getting more tense at my house My mom's shouting outbursts made me want to vanish like a mouse Even on a vacation to Virginia Beach These problems always happened to be within reach And afterward my mom would try to make things smooth But her words only made me more and more confused So I went to Mr. R after months of stressing Hoping I could find solutions to a problem that was pressing He told me I should be honest with my mother: That I should tell her I saw as terrifying what she saw as a bother So I did just that in the late afternoon Wishing it to work, but not raising my hopes so soon And of course my words fell on deaf ears My mom told me I was irrational for my fears And later still, in future nights and future fights My mom had a new verbal weapon: yelling at me for my fright Saying "don't you cry, I'm not hitting you" It took me the rest of the year to figure out what I could do
But there is one thing that I hold dear Given to me by my counsellors here For if my counselor hadn't said that to me You wouldn't be reading the poems you see My way of dealing with my problems was verse At first in note margins, than this site on the virtual universe
So to all you counselors who asked why students never come to you: We've found other places to do what we need to