I miss the misery,
Now its all empty
I want the pain to forgive me
And the numbness to forget me.
I miss the irony
Now its all dread
I had sunlight in mind
Now there's darkness in my head.
I miss the sorrow
Waking up to love tomorrow-
Seeing the sunshine shining dull light through my window.
I miss the anger
The cautions and the dangers
My life is like a thrown around wager-
Like a victim with no angel.
I miss the bright side-
Now dark night,
Suffocating in a blanket of black hide.
I used to have pride.
There is no pride.
I miss the jealousy,
The nervousness,
The grief,
I wish it could all just walk back to me.
I miss the misery
Now its all empty
I wish my feelings would forgive me,
And the numbness would forget me.