I want to brighten your day
With a laugh,
With a smile.
I want to take everything away,
And only let you have what's good and filled with light,
And I'm so sorry,
Because I can't do that.
But I can dream of holding your hand,
And I can remind you of how much I love you.
And I can build, slowly but surely, upon this foundation.
I can go "Aroooo" and be your little coyote,
Hoping to make you smile.
I can put the teal container I keep my headphones in
On top of my head,
And grin while you laugh
At my poorly done monkey noises,
Because the first thing that came to your head
Was that I was impersonating Abu from Aladdin.
I can whisper that I love you, Bluebird,
And hope that across a sky so blue,
You'll hear me.
I can promise that I'll run my hands through your hair,
When you come home.
That I'll kiss your face,
And scratch your back.
I love you,
And I want to do
All I can
To make this a better day
For you
But I can't
Do everything I want to.
If I could,
I'd cross the distance,
I'd come find you,
I'd come love you.
The distance might be grand,
But know I'll never love you from a distance.
You are always within my heart,
And I love you so.
I'd do anything to make anything/everything better for my Bluebird. Not that anything is bad. Just that I think things could stand to be better.