Today marks the day, The day I grew the courage to speak to you. The day I got so tired of missing you. I sended that text at the same time you used to call me 3 A.M. The amount of relief I felt on my chest ... The peace that was in me ... I regret not savoring it as much. Those 5 minutes of waiting in a more civilized way, with out craving anything not your words or your voice. Not caring if I was even going to have a chance to see you or kiss you or if this was going to solve anything. But you called and my peace was gone.