Manipulation begins, before the games begin. The pre-game shows the truth, It prepares you for the challenge. If you hurt now, you'll only injure yourself more. When you hurt before the game, you call pull a muscle. It begins with you, the choices you make. I was hurt, I never made it to the game. My ankle was sprained, So I could never make the perfect spike, the perfect foul shot, the buzzer beater. I never took the chance, I regret. If I had played the game, would my ankle have grown strong? Or would it have broken more. I took the will of the coaches advice, They know what's best for me. Now how long will I not be able to play? How long will my my ankle hurt? How long until I can feel the rush of adrenaline as I sprint down the court, knowing i have a straight shot at a layup? I miss it. I miss the beginnings. The fact that you know you can make it, just an injury stands in the way. It tears at me, I wish I could play, I wish I had chosen to, but I didn't.