If I ever pray to God,
it is you who I've been asking for.
I'm not saying that you are perfect,
but you are the perfect fit for me.
I admire you as a person, not because of your looks,
nor your talents.
I admire your heart. I admire your thoughts.

If I ever pray to God,
I'm not asking for a Prince Charming,
I'm not a damsel in distress.
I don't need someone who will save me from danger.
But I'm asking Him for a company.
I want a good companion,
I don't crave for it. I don't mind to be alone.
But I want someone who I can spend my time with.
Someone who understands me and my peculiar habits.
Someone who won't judge. Someone who listens.
Someone who I can count on.

If I ever pray to God,
I'm not asking for a smooth sailing.
I'm asking for endurance. I'm asking for perseverance.
I know this relationship would be hard. as hell.
I don't crave for status. But I need to know where am I.
I cannot be floating in the middle of the sea without any certainty.

If I ever pray to God,
I'm not asking for a happy ending.
I don't expect myself to be falling this deep for someone.
I don't think that I would love this hard again, after everything that happened before.
But falling for you, I can't help it.
You are the one that I think is enough. You are the whole package.
Finally, I feel that talking to one person is enough.

I'm seeing myself like seasons.
Change every certain month, change whenever I want.
But you are my autumn. my comfort. my favorite season.
and I want to spend it my whole life.
I'm not easy to bear with. But you are the one that makes me love again.
You are the one that I know, I want.
Stay. Please.
Even when the circumstances don't let us be together,
at least I've tried to be your best. at least we've tried.

If I ever pray to God,
*it is you who I've been asking for.