Mama please don’t hurt me anymore. I remember when you hit me with a remote, it ******* up my hand for weeks. You said I wasn’t worth your money. You told me he didn’t love me, you made me believe he stopped caring, I believed you. I measured my wrists and made sure I didn’t gain weight. Fat, *****, gross, smelly, pig. Those are the words you called me. You say sorry, you aren’t though. You say I hate you, yeah in a way I do. But you hate me too.