u know what? trying to run away and feel guilty, trying to hide away wherever you came, trying to laugh as usual even i'm not really well, trying to forget everything but all we do is just avoiding each other, trying to pretend that i'm okay, yeah sometimes, bestfriend cause heart breaks too you might thinking i'm a too exposed, too overthingking and can't take a joke easily you might saying whetever you like just because you don't know something doesn't mean you allow to change it or break it you just don't know what you've done to me, to us. you make everything just kidding but seriously it makes me sad because it may change us. it shouldn't be happen, you just don't understand at all. you don't give a f about what i feel. you don't have an idea about me. so just shut the f up. because i don't live because of you, and i don't die because one day you might **** me tho.