This is not what I meant to give you This is not what I thought we'd be When I laid in bed I would dream of us Among the stars With your soft kindred spirit Dancing with mine I've always wanted Just to be your only one I want your innocence You soft lips I want to be with you Beyond the stars You are my only love My sweet redeemer I'm so sorry My love I have made you horribly sick Please don't leave me I know it can get better Please, feel my heart beat Let it beat for you My love