Stupid, awful tears Won't stop threatening to fall. Out of fear that either I ****** up Or I'm just not being quick enough on the uptake.
Not like that ******* matters. There's this weird feeling of being Disappointed with myself. I should have quarantined myself For the day No food No sleep Leaves me sad and angry, Touchy and easily upset.
I want to sleep So maybe I can dream of you instead of Experiencing the cold that is in my bones.
But I love you, And I'm sorry Because my eye lids feel like lead And I miss you.
You asked what you're going to do with me, I said keep me around, You jokingly said "I don't know..." I think.
But my heart suddenly panicked, Please don't take it back. Don't put me back. And I'm not doubting you, but boy, do I doubt me.
**** sleeping tonight, I'm going to sleep now. I hope you're sleeping well, And know that I love you and I'm sorry.
I know you'll tell me not to apologize, But I have to because I want to be in your arms rather than shivering on this couch.
Sensitive, sick, and exhausted makes for an emotional cocktail.