"They're going to see how fat you really are if you eat in front of them. " no, they'll know I'm working on recovery.. this is recovery "You didn't eat breakfast, so the day is already off to a good start. Why ruin it?" i need to eat... food is good for me. it is fuel "Food is fat. " youre wrong "Am I?" ... "When you were in that awful place and they made you eat you gained, didn't you?" yes but.. "You. Gained. Weight. " my heart was in trouble "They were lying. You weren't even underweight yet. We haven't reached our goal. " maybe.. "We can still reach our goal. " i don't know "See? That wasn't so hard. Like old times, a lie here, a lie there. It's nothing. " nothing.. "You're doing much better. " i feel so tired "That's from carrying all that extra fat on your body. " they want me to go back to treatment "NO. Everything we've worked for would be RUINED!!" i don't feel good "You're fine. You're beautiful. You're thin. " my chest hurts "You just need to do more cardio"
"Hello?"
"We reached our goal my love. Congratulations. You're all bone. "