child of heart but not of womb, would i'd been gifted to ban the hope-thieving, spirit-throwing parasitic lies, to shelter ears & fragile petals against bruising, whiskey-glazed acts and words. would i might be gifted now to soothe, cradling tender soul through deadest night's watery gloom. yet firmly i know none other will ever be gifted to bestow what only One balm can perfectly renew, and He waits for you, my beautiful girl.