Should I open up this chapter?
When I know the end will be ******.
Should I walk into the fire again?
Just to fulfill the needs of my body.
Love and lust are two different sides,
Whichever I get I will be the loser.
You know why?
Because beggars are not choosers.
I beg to be loved for a change,
Get drenched not by sweat but by tears of longing.
To stand on the sand bare footed,
Holding hands with a naked soul.
I too deserve to get touched,
By a heart who wants mine.
For a change the union of the mind,
Not only the entangled legs.
I want to feel what it is like,
For once to love and be loved.
I am tired of the one-sided game
I am ready to lose only if I can gain.
For once and for a change,
To feel what it is like to be loved again.
To see the reflection of my own heart,
Not only my skin and flesh.
For once and for a change,
Love me as I love,
Feel me as I feel.
For once and for a change,
This chapter, I wish will not be muddy...