I want to tell you that I love you. But I am worried it would be a mistake. That uttered from my mouth these words would send you away from me.
I love you.
Words I’ve kept close to my heart. Shut in my mouth. Too many times I have buried them when looking at you. So often in my life I have kept them to myself, but everyone knew.
I love you,
Spoken with my eyes and with my touch, but I still wonder how could I ever be good enough?
Language is nothing but a tool. Imperfect and riddled with error, but with the power to take a thing and crystalize it into reality.
I often question the harm those words could do.
I love you.
But do you, love me too?
What is this thing I am aiming at? What is love at all when still experienced individually? Could love be the thing that closes the gap between you and me? Or will it forever be a fabrication of animal minds, pre committed to this illusion of separateness?