I haven't meet him. Not yet.
But I found him.

Right when I feel like I'm gonna feel something in a different ways.
Not like I used to.
But it's a new things to me.
I feel like I'm being used.
Being slaved.
And being controlled.
By you.
Not directly, but slowly.
It's killing me sometimes, even so many times.
But I don't know why,
Here I'm still alive and I still want you.
There are no words to describe my feelings to you.
I think that's no enough for me to get into your universe.
It seems like I giving a try,
But then you showed up whenever I try to **** this feelings.
I feel like I'm burning, inside and out
And even myself, don't know how to deal with it
Couldn't find a way to shutting down the fire
It's raging on me over and over again
The flame of love.

Yet.
I'm still haven't met you.
But I think I've found my way back.
To you.
Always. To you.


- dlx