The painting hanging above me, it embodies the soul of a child. I painted it with my hands. The paint dried while I wept inside at each drop of mortal sand. My brother had nearly died three days before, and suddenly, all was possible. Nothing was safe. But I can do anything, and the painting is beautiful. I am not an artist, I am a messenger. And my pain is lovely to human re-ti-nas. So I smear it around, I make it go bye-bye to say hello to the world of art and critics. Thank you.