I use to come home close the door to my room and ******* just to convince my mind I wasn't alone. Yet I was so alone I use to sing to the walls and they use to echo after me it was the closest thing to me they convince me I wasn't alone. Yet when I stopped talking I was so alone. Promises broke and I drunk to many My friend commited suicide and I'm so empty confessions I'm so ***** my nails are ***** my past is with me and I'm really done with myself completely stuck in a war of am I straight or gay Yes I did it and I can't point the blame Coming home to silence I use to be in Love with this Madness. I'm finding out this madness is me