Trapped. Every time I give in, I wrap my strength in a layer of confinement. Starting to feel restrained again. Trapped. Trying to free myself with poison. Trying to escape but no. Trapped. Not only imprisoned. But stuck, lost and out of options. Trapped. I sip to escape. I do for a while until the next morning and again. Trapped. I used to smoke crack. And not long after, my escape reformed. Trapped. Exercise, another escape. Yet my negative mind captured me back in its grasp. Trapped. Writing, one of my strengths. Yet all I can write about is being... Trapped.