you came bearing words a transparent heart you said bombs of love exploding my defenses gifts i embraced until you drifted memories flooded in of betrayals past i'd been there before drugging narcissus you played further on my resonant soul strummed to fine pitch your favorite guitar till bored with the tune you cut all the strings i adjusted to silence relished my gains, but then you returned to play me some more and that's why you see
i've bolted this door
"Forgiveness involves a heart that cancels the debt but does not lend new money until repentance occurs." ~ Dan Allender, 'Bold Love'