Waste of money,
Waste of breath--
I’ll **** it up
Just like you said.
I’ll smile bright when
I’m thinking death--

But waste of time
And waste of air,
You’ve been to me
In my despair.
I’ll just **** it up
And I won’t care--

Just know I loved you
As you said “**** it up!”
Just know it hurt me
When I gave you up.
Just know it killed me
To know I’m not enough.