And it sweeps over me like a charmed dimmed veil. Providing me shade and stealing my breeze. Keeping me fresh in my misery. Prolonging my grief. Hiding my tears and my wicked smirk. I am the bride of my own shadow, loneliness. My reception, the demons that haunt me. My cake the lump in my throat. Open bar of my tears. And I'll make my speech honoring my weakness as my best friend. I'm a bride and failure is my groom. What a couple we make, all of darkness will rave. For I am sad and angry. Me and my groom shall create such destruction in our wake. I will make it rain, thunder and quake. With my groom as long as he stays.
Sometimes it feels as if I chose my path and that marriage is just the next obvious step. If everyone around me can be happy, I'd gladly marry my torment.