My nights are mine and mine alone And your heartbreak soaked thoughts shouldn't have to entice a deeper feeling just because I love you But the devil is in your heart under every inch of your skin Someone told you long ago that you could cut him out But I think they meant with words and not with blades Your memories are shallow And I often catch myself wondering if you're just speaking of your dreams Because my boy is flesh He's green eyed with messy hair Lips that wander Your boy is only awoken after I've mentioned mine As if it's sirens singing in your head that to be worth something you must have lust struck eyes And a soul that knows no permanent visitor You blame me And I know you blame her And we both run relay With the wind always nipping at my ankles as she talks you down from your ledge Moon drenched skin and the smell of smoke It's not fair you always get to cry wolf even though I'm the one inches from its ****** teeth It's not fair you get to love me more than he does