I can still feel you it's like you never left I can still feel your small soft fingers running along my back sending chills through me and your soft voice humming beautiful songs to me as I listen I listen hard the hardest I've ever listened and I notice that I am home and I know you aren't supposed to depend on anyone to make you happy because only you can do that but I did it and it tore me apart you were my home and now I am homeless laying here. And I am so sorry for everything please take it easy on yourself because she was home and never once did you think you were going to be homeless.