You are worthless, I have been told, so many times those words cut right through me, so many times want to just run and hide, so many times just want to ******* die.
Alone in the sorrow, the darkness sets in, no love to hold, nothing tangible, loaded gun pointed at your head, you are a coward, take the pills and say good bye.
Lay down, close my eyes, fall in to my deep slumber, waiting for the effect to kick in, fall asleep never wake again, no more pain, selfish yes I am, leave me let me go.
Words soon, over and over, echos in my head, soon what does that even mean anymore? self destruction thinking of it, no evidence **** it all no more I know.
****** to hell, eyes awaken, you are there, hurt and crying, why do I hurt you? Why do I forsake you, let me go to another place, better for you, better for me.
No more games, no more lies, just need to find the solace in my eye, time to puke, no more pills, ****** I am weak I cant go through, maybe one day we will see.
I am sorry, my final words, no note left behind, no reason to cry, waste of oxygen no more breathing your air, execution of my mind, execution of my dark soul.
Crack open my chest, see what I see, feel what I feel, the emptiness, the pain, it will not stop, no voices not crazy, just tired of hurt, tired of this gaping hole.