I want to run away to wonderland, away from these tough times I'd never planned. Away to find my own Cheshire cat smile, and to forget all my troubles for a little while. To smell the perfume of roses as I run through the wood, falling through the rabbit hole as elegantly as I should. To have tea parties while being kissed by the sun with a touch of warmth and a promise of more fun. I wish to become as lost as Alice in the forest and to find the madness the Hatter possessed, if I'm honest. And once I am in wonderland I'll stay forever, just as I'd planned.