it’s a pen panic, an ache addiction, and i cried today, i screamed today, i made no sense today, sensed no harm i say, felt pain t like oranges and oceans. i stood up today and fell up, over and sideways, flew down to the sky with its purple stargazers blue cats, maroon hats, scarlet doves diving away. i loved today, like any day, but today i made no sense.