This one goes to the one who broke my heart, The one who kept me waiting and kept denying me my joy While I keep denying myself of all the things around me While you keep rejecting every reason of truth beyond doubt
Where have you been? Have you been busy? Or have you gone away? Is your work that hard and restless that you have to cancel my calls? Is it so hectic you can’t reply me? Or is it that you can’t enjoy my company? Yes, I know, were together apart, but our hearts were never apart,
How is it that I have endured this thing? Is it you? Or is it me? Have you decided to break it up to me that you have grown tired? Or you’re too busy that you can’t text back? Or even call one bit and say Hi. Has it been too long that you said “Many die on false accusations”.
Your final straw. The final trump card you drew out of my heart. The trust I have given you, the endurance I have committed. The time wasted on waiting on you, on courting you. Because you promised, you promised you’d say YES.
And yes, I did Die on those false accusations. On those false promises you gave me. I have been true yet you can’t even give me one piece Not even a crumb of your precious time or company, Not even a bit to keep my hopes up and me acting all crazy on you.
And yes, my heart did die for you. Not once, but everytime you didn’t text me back or call me. I die every moment you deny me of your company or communication I die every second I have endured on courting you endlessly.
Now tell me, did I not keep my promise? Did I not endure with you ‘till the end? Until all my paper thin hopes have turned into ashes Until my love for you just burned away.
Burned like the coal in the fireplace, The firewood in the pits and candles in the dark Has it all burned up that I have been spent? Now tell me, did you keep your promise? Or do you still blame me?