These dreams , that I dream are suicidal...
Misleading my world into an unnecessary and into its uncontrollable spin...

The demons that choose to live in , in the depths of my velvet milky skin ,
Steering the batter and the flour with eggs that I've cracked during the sins....

Molding a cake of two tragedies and two worlds closing in....
Hoping if I could reach you, but I rather not leave the bitterness that I'm currently living in...
Only to have my roses dying and singled out in the end....

Emotionless as a man, Caring as a woman...
Let the fall begin....
Falling down into the abysses of my regrets,
Viewing the libraries of once lost ones and the failures I've turned away from...

Dreaming but its more to that...
Sleeping for 5 hours,
But dreaming for years....
Crosses above an eyebrow,
RM, the Chief
Holding the minds & the hearts of 5
Entities , the battle Sergeants

Fight
Fighting until their knuckles dent,
Fight until their hands and feet are covered with the deepest red,