I am not the only one
for whom hell has just begun
shouldn't it wait until you die
for me it's here, making me cry

demons tearing at my skin
now the dark begins to win
I am weak and helpless
not a person, just a mess

I can't fight them off.
they're making me cough,
filling my lungs with black matter
making me climb the death ladder

I can hear the death bell
ringing out its final knell
all it takes is a jump
now my throat has a lump

take the leap, no regret
now all things I'll forget
I'm hurtling through space
'cause I don't fit in anyplace