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Write poetry that doesn't deserve to be written in ink.

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Dream about things that i know won't happen but still hope.

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Don't see my future at all even though i talk about it all the time.

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Hold my breathe every night before i go to sleep until i see black spots and act like i see the corner of death.

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Am aware that the only thing i am so sure about makes me terrified.

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Never been so scared.

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Never been so accepting.

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Never been so found and lost at the same time.

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Continue to act to some people's eyes.

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Don't know.