Dear Addiction, could you please stop knocking on my door? I already have your ***** syringes scattered about my floor. You keep on telling me that I want more But I’m not very sure. When you pierce my skin everything stills Even though I hate it it feels so much better than the pills I don’t want to do anything you have taken my will Not only that, you’ve taken everything, including all of my dollar bills I know that feeling of dry mouth too well. They tell me that I can stop but honestly, I can’t tell Right now it seems like the only way out of this is a bullet shell I don’t know why I crave you when you bring me so much hell When you crawl your way back into my veins Those first hits of pleasure make me go insane I start to remember why I got on this crazy train But then I remember just how badly you’ve ****** up my brain I wish I could get your illness out of my head. They tell me that I am one twentieth of a gram from ending up dead Yet no matter how many warnings are said You seem to be the only reason to get out of bed. I have lied for you. I have ****** for you. I have done for many awful things for you. And I will most likely die because of you. Dear Addiction, why do you make this so tough? They say that abusive relationships aren’t made out of love And I know the way you treat me is rough But I cannot help what I love. They say that all you do is harm. Yet when my happiness comes into me through a needle in my arm And my brain tells me that I should be alarmed All I can do is crave your harm. Your harm makes me feel like I am whole. But it also seems to drag me further into the hole. It seems that you have taken my soul Getting you out of my life is a faraway goal. Dear Addiction, you’ve hit me with a huge smack. You’ve shown me how easy it is for life to get out of whack I probably should have stopped before your first attack But you had seen to put my life back on track. Dear Addiction, you fill up my hunger. But at the same time I’m starting to feel more and more like a jumper I hate you more than I’ve hated any other You are my most hated lover. Dear Addiction, I’m giving you an eviction. I never even gave you any permission To take away my ambitions. Dear Addiction, I want to send you away. But you are still knocking at the door where I stay You always do know how to get your way. Time to go back to my decay. Dear Addiction Stop ******* knocking. I’m coming!