I can never return my body will not let me will not let go of you and if I go back to that house I might have to.
I know you are dead but the casket was closed, and my emotions do not know what my mind says is true, so if I go back I will have to truly lose you.
You see the hours and the town still holds the past down every memory is seeded and carefully grown painfully shown. It is well known that if I go home it will be the last time I can.
So I claim that it is not shame but a cold hard fact that demands I never go back. I will never go back, because part of me still believes you will be there and not just still deceased.
If I go back, then the chances of that are decreased to zero,
Then all that we were together and apart our history of family flesh of my heart will be forever dead.